I don’t want the affection because, yeah, it does make me feel unworthy.
I’m fed up of the relationship comments.
I’m fed up of our relationship comments.
I’m fed up of the feeling of being in one, but knowing I’m not good enough.
I’m fed up of the constant feeling of being used.
I’m fed up of being told how to feel.
I’m fed up with the ‘you’re beautiful’ ‘I love you’ texts, without it even having any meaning.
Yet, I love every single little part of it.
I wouldn’t change you. I couldn’t.
I’m content without the affection, without a relationship.
But I miss the cuddles and kisses, the feeling of being wanted and special to someone.
It’s just misleading.
It’s just not right.